Wednesday, February 17, 2010

Life Update

First of, I am not okay. I think I might be suffering from slight depression *sigh*, I have this urge to cry every five minutes without any reason to, if that is not depression, my nearest guess is I'm nearing bedlam *sigh*. I've been wanting to free my mind and write a blog post but I just can't gather the strength to do so, I think, I am a little better today as I can point and press on the keypad again. I am too young to be undergoing menopause, so what could it be? I know, actually, I feel it in my heart that I have a problem because I have been acting strangely, per written in my history, I act this way everytime I am bothered, but for the love of God, I can't pinpoint what is the source of my heartache *sigh*. I am not saying that my life is a straight and narrow path, of course I have problems, if you'll think about it, I have lots but I don't think those are enough to make me this sad and worthless *sigh*, what could my problem be?

Anyways, we didn't celebrate the Chinese New Year as we planned, neither did with the Valentines, an uncle (my mom's cousin) passed away and we had to attend the funeral and internment last Saturday and Sunday. Life doesn't always work out as you plan, does it?

I am currently hook on a Korean TV series, Queen Seon Deok, I first saw it in a local channel dubbed in Tagalog of course, it started on the primetime slot in channel 7 last January but as I can't wait for the next events to unfold, I am watching it in You Tube every midnight till morn for five consecutive days now, I can't sleep anyways so what better way to spend sleepless nights. My thoughts on the show will be up when I am in the mood to tell, gloomy people tend to be silent and hollow *sigh*.

I need to pay our PhilHealth account but I am too unconcern to do so *sigh*, I hope hubby can do it for me this Friday, we're a month late already, no thanks to me.

The comp. shop's router gave in and we were forced to buy a new one though the business is very, very slow. The income doesn't suffice for a new purchase, so we had to take out some money from the business vault *sigh*, everything's going awry.

I have more sentiments, but I think you already get my drift and I am boring you to death, right? Thanks for coming over here and please do comeback when I have something more useful and informative to share. Till then...

P.S.
I should have entitled this post SIGH, I have seen the word more times than any other *grins* (wow, I cracked a smile, I must be on my way to happiness again).

3 comments:

♥peachkins♥ said...

Maggie, I hope you feel better soon. I also have one of those "low" days, I know how you feel.

Business is a little slow over here too. I guess sa lahat naman.

Joy-Anne said...

Hi! I hope you're feeling better now and out of the gloom, things will turn out for the better.

MommaWannabe said...

Hi there

I hope you feel better soon. I have these days too when I feel like hiding in my bedroom and just cry all day.

Get well soon.

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